This song has always reminded me of my mum and says better than I can how I feel. It might be a love song and a little bit cliche'd but it beings a tear to my eye every time I hear it and think about her.
Most recently my mum has helped me with a massive decision. I have decided to move back home to Hampshire from London. While I have had an incredible 8 months since finishing University I do not feel I have come any closer to achieving my dream of being paid to be a music journalist. I have decided that moving home and working part time will give me the opportunity to intern full time and hopefully work my way into a job I adore, instead of killing myself in a shop where my efforts go largely unappreciated and unnoticed. This has been one of the hardest decisions of my life but I feel it is the right thing to do.
I need to sort my head (and my finances) out quite a bit and put my energy into something that will hopefully end in a job I adore. I plan to move back into the same flat in September, giving myself four months to work as hard as possible to get to where I want to be. As a plus side for you guys, I will have more time to blog about things, and the clearing of head space will give me some fuel as I have felt so angry, tired and confused that blogging is the last thing on my agenda, as you might have noticed.
In summary, lots and lots of love to my amazing mumsy (pet name) and good tidings for the huge change that is about to happen,